Mumma always told me
January 18th, 2012 § Leave a Comment
Mumma always told me to straighten up and fly right.
Took me some burning, took me some drowning, took me to fall through the sky.
To figure out what that means.
To figure out how I be a human being.
I’m here.. I’m alive. I’m functioning fairly well. I’m dividing my time pretty evenly so I don’t burn people out… I’ve figured at least that much out. There are people I want, people I love, who I will never let go. They can’t let me go either. But don’t look at me like I’m not alive… I’m here tonight. I’m not sure what I want anymore. Whether its a man, or company, or a relationship, or just love. Either way it will find me. I don’t need anything.
I miss Matthew, he was always so insightful. He always knew what to say, when the nose came to grind… He was always the one who had the balls, the love, and the honesty to tell me how it was. He always told me the truth… Whether I wanted to hear it or not. I miss that in my life. But I suppose there will always be someone new, someone to love, someone to be loved by. There will always be fresh humans, whether theyve been burnt or not. They are still capable. If that is what they want.
